Lately, I have not been able to stay focused on one thing for no great length of time. For that reason alone, it explains why this particular blog has received little or no attention.
It would be easy for me to place this bit of frustration on having too much time on my hands and at the same time not completing the many projects I have started. Or it could be linked to these stupid French-tip nails I have been sporting for about a month now, which I dislike because I can not type nor do the many things I am accustomed to doing because they get in the way. That can surely bring out looney behavior.
On to other thoughts….
I should be at a point in my life where decision-making should be relatively easy, not the case at all for me. I am caught in a world wind of chaotic nothings or should I say small some things. Being the ambitious person I have become, it is my curiosity for adventure that has driven me toward a path of self-fulfillment. I want to journey to exotic places, meet all types of people and experience their culture, sample foods of delicate rarities, and most importantly just live life without too many worries. I know all of these fantastic ideals may sound farfetched, but I use the saying, “where there is a will, there is a way.” I downright have the will power.
Some other thoughts….
Recently, I made a new friend from Cameroon (Africa). Note, just friends. In talking with him, he has a lot of wisdom to offer. His outlook on life is uncomplicated…very simple…”just live, but be sure to leave your mark.”
I have found myself reconnecting with friends from high school and just catching up on the here and now. Some people will never change or should I say grow up. One so- called girl-friend from high school let me know that she wasn’t a fan of mine. From her slick remarks and ill-favored glances, there was no questioning her thoughts about moi. It is funny how her negative behavior gives me a sense of accomplishment and beauty. It would be quite funny if she reads this….I wonder what her reaction would be. Anyway, the jokes on her…HA HA!
I hope to visit San Juan in December and hopefully spend this New Year’s with that special someone….it doesn’t even matter what we do or where we go, as long as we are together.
